Day 18 : Thirty Facts About Myself

Whaoow,

thirty facts about myself!!! Its so hard to write these tho,

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1. I'm a half left hander

2. Paramore helps me to find who i am & what i want to be since i was 10

3. Watermelon taste weird in me, especially the red one. Ew

4. My height is under 150cm

5. I'm allergic to mushroom (especially the shitake), and crab..... no, i mean the crab shell. it made me look like.... a red Mr. Krab.

6. When i'm mad, i didn't explain what happens with any words and choose to runaway where people can't find me/play piano or guitar till i let go all the bad feelings

7. I take pills (that i'm not really sure about the side effect) when i can't sleep & stressed out

8. I cried when i'm tired because it could decrease my negative energy inside

9. I'm emotional, i can be happy at 4pm but then cry so hard at 5pm.

10. I write poems, story, and songs better only when i'm tired & sad

11. I hate gold & diamonds, it scares me. Really!

12. I'm scared of Barbie doll

13. Frog & Lizard is... ew!

14. I produce blemishes when i consume too much eggs & milk

15. I have some reproduction issues since 16 and i didn't go to the doctor

16. I read Dante Allighieri's Inferno poetry & listen to JS Bach, and (my one & only) Amadeus when i'm feeling smart & needs inspiration

17. I'm a weird gifter!!! <3 But things i gave to people will always things that means the world to me (so that they'll keep them as much as i love that thing) 

18. The smell of the rain & new books always bringing back my mood 

19. Written journal has been a part of life that can't be changed since i was 11

20. I hate lies but i trust people too easily

21. I'm 'friends above everyone else' person, yet an 'other people before me' person

22. I'm too logic at saying things, i always forgot to put feelings that i could hurt your feelings with my words (but i swear i did it accidentally)

23. Each memories in my head has its own scents & songs

24. I'm so insecure if my white shoes aren't dirty

25. I hate horror movies!!

26. I'm a night owl since i was 9

27. Its hard for me to find a right time to watch movies, but i spent too much time on thinking things i shouldn't. Gosh, i hate me.

28. I see colors in numbers since i was a kid  (1 is white, 2 is blue, 3 is pink, 4 is purple, 5 is yellow, 6 is orange, 7 is light green, 8 is dark green, 9 is red, 10 is black)

29. I'm a yellow lamp person because white lamp..... feels too bright for my soul HAHA 

30. People said that i'm an extrovert but actually, i always love being alone

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I don't know if there's any other facts i haven't write above, but i think that's all.

For the rest, you decide. HEHEH~